Surrender

The love you’ll give, will blind me
Making it impossible
To fight
To yell
To stutter
Upon a restless life.
May I resent you later
And make you go away.
You will forever hold me
And will deceive again.

And as you turned away I stumbled
I lost my only train of thoughts.
You turned away in manic laughter
And left me there to see your ghost.

I’m looking upon that road
The one that made you vanish
I fought
I yelled
I stuttered
And found it would not help
For you resented me
And made me go away.
You keep your hold on still
And deceive you will again.

‘Cause you succeeded breaking my soul
And clumped remorsefully my life
You started laughing at my despair
And I could only allow you that.